A Love Never Expressed

Lost and careless,

These days I’ve been;

The fear to approach

Has made regrets within.

Never felt lonely before

As you were always there;

Now, why are things falling apart?

For an emotion, I didn't share.

A tag of friendship,

I know, it was all I ever gave;

Hurt your feelings & ego,

Like an idiot being so naive.

You still smiled

And waited for me;

Hoped for a change

That I would never be.

Although, I lied perpetually

And compared this bond;

My heart knew a little,

Love for you was always beyond.

This time, I will express,

Won't give up on you so easily;

Will face all consequences,

No matter, how hard it'd be.

My heart is breathing heavy,

Lips are sealed tight;

Though I can't say out aloud

Today, I will still write.

All these years, I’ve been frantic,

So, here's my confession to you!

"Please be mine, babe-

I have a phobia to live without you."