A Love Letter To No One

A love letter to no one 

As I open a new chapter, I want to be okay with not having you in my life, in every form possible. 

I have searched for you, my whole life, but I don't even know you.

Yet, you fit into my life, like a puzzle piece to my crooked board.

After which, no one ever tasted the same.

You are there with all the words I am looking for, to define an overly dramatized tragedy.

Even, when I didn't think I need you. 

And, I hoped for more, but no more pain for me.

Although I can't bid you adieu, I can stop waiting.

It pains me to say, I still need you.

Yet, this must come to an end, for the part of me that hopes and breaks every time it realizes we just can't be.

I have and still do, enjoy the soul you have