Strange Affair

I am in the edge of life,

I realize, I really want you even now.

You were with me,

Just for me, not eagerly.

That's affected our so celled relationship.

You tried to get out from it,

I bounded you,

It is my fault.

Just for me, you didn't get your love.

Just for me, I didn't get my love.

For you, I went against my family,

It has no value to you.

You spat on me, I kept my patience

It has no value to you.

You made me a sex worker,

Now, I am dirty for you.

I am on the shore of the sea,

I realize, I really want you even now.

I am eager to see you once

Don't know whether it's just a habit to miss you.

Or it is something beyond love.