" Stick To The Truth " To Live

Synopsis :

This story tells you how you can pursue your life as your wish even from the terrible circumstances when you are true to it ...

First will start from his childhood :

Ever since the hero of the story was able to recognise the things which is happening in his life may be at the age of 5. He started noticing how others react to their situations like happiness sadness painfulness angry etc .Slowly he intakes those in himself and feeling all types of emotions as he grows. He was born in a normal middle class family his father is a railway employee and his mother is house wife and he has one elder brother who always wants to be grow in his life and wants to live a luxurious life. From his childhood he was not attached to his family as father comes and goes doing routine work as his mother is busy with his work in home and his brother did not care at all as usual his life goes on. Meanwhile each and everything he come across he started to think of himself and asking so many question within himself ...

Friends circle also not very much close to him he will go for only playing games and comeback but he plays all the games very well, He is active, brilliant, intelligent, always focusing but one very bad quality is he was not good enough to respect women and he thinks that women should be always be under men. Men is the dominant force and he also looks women as only objects . He was very very over confident very aggressive he thinks the things he knows is always right at the same time he was also very kind .he is independent. He was not depend on anyone; his happiness is not on any relationship. Moreover he is a type of person who just wants to move on whatever happens in life...

At 14 :

When he enters into teenage here comes the turning point of his life everything everything the thoughts the perspectives the dominant all have been changed when he crosses teenage...

Lets step into the point :

He meets a new female friend in his school but they don't mingle with each other just class mates. At the beginning he thinks very badly about her as he already have male dominance and that girl is very beautiful in nature ...

One day in an examination hall he was taken her help as he is in need of protractor urgently so for the very first time he throws his ego and allowed her to help him. The thing is she watchfully saw and given protractor and he just accepts it. From that moment they both slowly build relationship day by day. They exchanged their contact numbers and talked out of school hours and that bonding goes on continuously without any interruption. He gradually gets to know about girls, their wishes, their physical appearance, their impotence, their menstrual cycles, their thoughts, their possessiveness etc .These are all happening when they are studying 11th and 12th classes. In school their friends and teachers are thinking badly about them but both of them never mind what others think and they continued even stronger.

At last farewell end of their schooling, both of them leaving badly without any option as they need to move on to continue their studies ...

After that her parents wants to pursue her graduation in different place. So they admitted her far away from him and they were not met each other for long time almost a year. One fine day she is coming for her hometown in vacation and very first thing she is doing to meet him as a surprise. She planned and went gave him a little surprise so that he was very very happy and speechless. They both spent whole day together with their likes and thinking about the past memories and they are enjoying and bringing back the joy all they missed so far.Now again time to go home a slight hesitation to separate each other from themselves. He stopped her and said wants to share something and he started saying "I thought girls are fools, girls are not brave, girls are innocent , they don't know anything. I kept on dumping girls before I met you". And at this time he told that fell in love ...

Here is a small twist; he fell in love not on her but on womanhood and he is explaining that women has lot of good things and they are the ones who playing as backbone to the men and society. He continued that he going to start loving his wife from now itself even though he dint know where his wife is yet. She was very happy and congratulated that if every boy think like you then only woman's freedom will born after that both left to home and after few days she went to continue her studies ...

He started to become a day dreamer that thinking about hisr future wife and wanting to do this and that blah blah etc and wanting to treat her like nobody else in this universe and he started to respect every women he crosses in his life; first mother, then teachers, friends, relatives, and public. Meanwhile he studied well to complete his university course successfully but still yet to find his girl for life and he was waiting; waiting, waiting more patiently with little sadness as he still not found her.

He then joined a post graduation course in a reputed university. One year went with the same thinking. At last, he found her, he saw her who was his life, when he was studying second year in an industrial visit event .At the moment he saw her he forgot everything about his life and whats happening around him as he was flying and recollecting all the memories he thought in the last 3 years about her. Yes, he believed in * love at first sight * and fixed her as his dream girl and answer to his go to girl of life ....

Without any hesitation he proposed to her and with the same speed her response also signalling green and she said him that she was following him for very long time expected him to propose. He gets shocked and asked what are you saying she replied that she is also studying the same university but different department and following him from the first year itself. She had joined the industrial visit because of him only. He again asked if you like me then why can't you come and talk to me. She replied that talking to him would make her fall for him.. He asked then why can't you propose me?. She replied in hesitation that she was a christian and definitely her parents wont allowed for their marriage ...

She said my mind is very lucid that if you propose me before we finishing our degree then will accept or if you not proposed then she will continue her life as per their parents wish but never try to propose you in these 2 years. He again confusingly asked why you are thinking like this that don't want to propose even though you liked a lot but if I proposed then you will accept. That is very strange isn't it? She replied profoundly that she did not want to leave you in my life if he proposed first. That is not fair; it is injustice but at the same I can't reject the proposal from a boy like you as you were my dream boy. At this moment the boy was speechless and decided that " she is going to be everything in his life; in fact his life is her "... further telling her that women are far far better than men, you people are sacrificing all your life to your parents as parents sacrificing for this bull shit society ...

After all their deep conversations they dint know how to react whether to enjoy or to think on whether they will join or they will be rejected by their parents as both are very strong about their parents decision to accept then only both can step into their marriage. The leave with mixed feelings after the industrial visit. He told her very profoundly that his biggest dream is " at least one time in my life want to hug you and sleep the whole night together to feel the actual peace of my life " for which I have to marry you until I will wait ...

They continued their studies as usual and did not meet much intentionally but unexpectedly if they meet in university they will exchange their needs and helps by sharing each other. In this way the remaining year went meantime irrespective of their problems; their love pervaded into their soul and life very strongly but they did not show each other and also they get to know the do's and don'ts by which they followed those with love...

After their studies she told that in a year her parents will start looking for her marriage so I am going to open our love to my parents but he said not OK now and to wait little time for at least a year. She replied that she cannot cheat her parents anymore and that she felt guilty. They attended their farewell in university later they separated with not even a single percentage of mood to leave that place ...

Very quickly both got jobs in different multinational companies and they continue to work there. They only met twice to spend some time in the next 4 months after that one day she broke their love to her parents and their parents asked about him and as expected their parents was curious to shout at her that how could you love a boy from another religion; and asking for permission further they warned her immensely not to talk to him and avoid connection..

She told him that the things happened at her home and she left immediately with tears on her eyes. He then started to fear for his life and for her whereas she slowly started to reduce the conversation with him as her parents started to check her activities. In few weeks her birthday going to come so he was waiting for that day from very long time and he thought to give the biggest surprise to her so he was thinking what can he do as he can't meet her outside because she is only at two ways going to office coming back to home as per her parents control .Suddenly he thought that why can't he go to her office and present some lovely gifts as her wish so he decided to do that in surprise but he can't simply step into her office just like that. So he decided to quit his job in his company and started to search any vacancy in her company. Luckily he got one vacancy but that is more different from his field of work as his career may in wrong path if he goes to that post in her company. In-spite of his career, he decides that everything he can earn back in his life but once she left he can't bring back her so he quits his job boldly then attended interview and got job just before a week of her birthday...

Birthday Plans :

FIRST, he planned to gift her a chain with dollar which will be their first letter of their names in grand design

SECONDLY, he wrote about her in a love template diary for more than 20 pages which describes her a lot than any human knowledge

THIRDLY, he prepared one magazine which contains the most important events which happened in her born year all over the world which have most fantasy data in that magazine like how many births happened in the world, how many times she breathed in her life time so far etc ...

He then bought a beautiful chocolate in the shape of couples posing sexily and he does so many crazy things .She did not know anything and he was hiding from her in office for that one week. She works in night shift so he also asked to work in night and he got it. The day came his most expected day of the year came * her birthday * . He takes all the gifts and fighting with the security to allow those as security is very tight there but somehow he managed to get all things back and all right for the celebration waiting for the clock to kiss 12. Meanwhile she was telling to her friend that he will come and meet me definitely may be in the morning when cab drops me near home. She knew that he can't meet her at this night which was her very big wish so she saddened herself that she is very unlucky to celebrate birthday without him at that night ...

So the time is getting closer he know that her parents will call at 12 so at 12:01, He wants to surprise her and he also believes that 12 01 is the exact time he wants to surprise as it will be the new day. He got help from her friends that asked them to bring her outside from floor which has a beautiful setup at their campus a pathway over small artificial river with small wooden bridge and at the perfect place of lights shining as matching to the event ...

Before 12 call came from her parents and they wished exactly at 12 and kept phone so now hero chance at 12:01. He came and closed her eyes then she was telling and guessing so many names of their friends but couldn't find who is actually and he pulled his hands downs back so that she will turn he stood behind her ...now she is asking her friends who who and who they all raised their hands behind her and she slowly turned and he screamed and said happy birthday to the love of life with a rose that it she was clueless. She did not know what was happening there. She was thinking how he came here and she was completely astonished. He slowly presented the gift one by one and explaining how he came here and what are all the efforts he took for her because of her just one second shocking expression which completes his day almost a life and this is ever lasting...

They both transferred all their work to their friends and they spent that whole night in that beautiful campus. She thought that she can't miss him at any cost in her life and they again started to spend time little bit closely but always have fear of her parent . He fears on daily basis that her parents shouldn't know that he is working in her office and she is still speaking with him. They spend some months both happily and fearfully . So the time comes now her parents asked her to marry and they started looking for bridegroom. She was discussing about this with him and he told they are not like my parents. They not even ready to consider me and my words so you are the only one can talk and convince them .He doesn't believes changing of religion but still because of her he said he can convert for her and please be inform your parents while speaking. She leaves for home and he couldn't let her go because of fear may he couldn't see her anymore but what to do have to let go and she went home and opened a talk about him without hope. As she expected they are not at all ready to listen her and dominating her as she told that if you want he can convert to our religion but still they are humiliating him and asked to keep shut. She fought a lot but all gone in vain and she can't afford to lose him in his life as well as she can't disobey their parents wish now either she has to choose her parents or his boy ...

Parents not allowed her to go office and communicate with him. In mean time he did not know whats happening at her home but he knew something bad happened as her communication is not coming. .After few days he received a mail from her telling she with most agony feeling decides to go with her parents wish. He tried to convince her a lot but nothing happened positively and he keep on trying. The day came that her marriage is fixed and invitation came to their mutual friends and he was completely done for his lifetime and he has no clue whatsoever again he tries to meet her but couldn't and he was going mad day by day. She sacrificing for their parents and tries to make her completely away from him with no chance of communicating but as days nearing to the marriage she was also fearing a lot that she couldn't speak with him anymore and fearing of losing such a gem of person in her life...

He dont have any bad habits and he is not addicted to anything so he couldn't tolerate the frustrations and mental agony inside him .Marriage days are nearing she was crying and crying inside at one end and at other end he completely lost himself and he dont know whats happening around him and the most difficult part is he didn't let know how much pain he is undergoing to anyone not even their parents best friends or not to the girl (school friend) who shows what is feminism because he dint want to hurt anyone who loved him. He treated his dream girl like his wife. like his life and like his dream but when you come to know that your dream is not yours instead someone else that moment he cant hold on his emotions and pushed to do a wrong thing in his life ... yes , he ready to check himself with prostitute to control all his mental emotions as he thought of suicide but that is not he wish to give his beloveds as they cant bare such things in their life. He thought of addicted to drugs and alcohols but that also their family friends will come to know so he want to do silently with hiding all his pains and not anyone should know what he is doing . As mentioned earlier he looks girls as objects in his previous days so spending time with a prostitute is the only way to control all his pain, anger, frustrations, sadness and the list goes on . He not at all interested in doing such things because when he started to spend time with his school friend he decided that at any cost shouldn't look or treat like objects if so he believe that his love will turn ugly thereafter he fails to live life as he wish but now without any hope for his future life he is ready to do that ...

So he want to check a prostitute exactly at the time of her wedding later the time came so both ready to go do things which both don't want to do in their lifetime as she don't want to cheat such a good person by marrying another person and he don't want to cheat her by checking a prostitute..

The most uncouth moment of their life :

He went to the sex market and asked to send anyone as he dint want look. He just want to remove his emotions but the prostitute who came was very beautiful and sexy .At the other end she make up herself as bride and reached church taken by her family. At the same time here he taken away by that sexy to a room and he started to remove his clothes as well as for prostitute. At wedding place she said yes to the marriage in the church when they asked for acceptance like swallowing a big rock and ready to exchange their marriage rings. Here he pushed prostitute on bed and slowly he goes over at this time suddenly his go to life, his wife, his dream girl comes in his mind so he can't restrict himself and throw away himself from the prostitute obviously he was naked so he feels very shy let cover himself with a bed sheet and started to cry profoundly by thinking about her. At the same time on the other end when she ready to wore a ring she shook his hands and throw herself away to knee down in front of Jesus statue and started crying. Both were crying at their places as they can't do their most awkward things of their life to forget each other and that day goes as their worst day in their life time...

By hearing that she stopped her marriage the next day he went to her house and started to shout so many questions to their parents that why you people are still against religion and putting down all his anger he have in them so far. They replied you people are not matured, you both don't know what to decide for your life, dint know to take decisions so please move away from here. Then he started explaining that there is lot happened in our life but we never taken the decision of marrying ourselves because of you elders but you know that your child is suffering a lot still you can't hold our hands together as you thinking that this society will speak bull shit about your family. So you do not want to face such consequences and raised voice even louder to her father that now tell me who is matured enough ??? We do not want to put you in a sticky situation but you are ready to marry your child to hold hands on someone even she doesn't wish to do that in her lifetime now. Her parents were speechless ...He then continuously screaming with tears and breaking all the things in her home asking his girl to come with him. She with painful heart with no option left her parents and went with him. Later both married with the help of his parents which leads her to think that her life gets worsen even more because of Hindu style marriage as she was desperate to have a Christian wedding from her childhood itself and more importantly her parents was not part of the marriage...

Two years they both spent their life like they never want to be as she was angry on him that he taken away her from parents and her parents felt painful.They did not even celebrate festival, birthday, wedding day anything not even single smile at each other. They just go for jobs eat sleep; but she took care of his parents very preciously as she will help his mother substantially in household activities and father for health. They both have lived a life like hell same house; daily seeing but all their love is lost and they think that it is their fate to live like this forever ...

One day their mutual friend came home and invited for the marriage both apart from their problems agreed to come for marriage. First time in 2 years he called her to come with him to the marriage joining together with no way because of her close friend she accepted and went with him. On the way he told her to dress well and get ready first to go to church for the wedding. She half heatedly agreed and got ready. Finally she turned beautifully as a bride and went to the marriage . They both get separated as soon as entered church and he disappeared as she sat with on her friend and talking something ...

Her lifetime movement :

She was surprised to see so many irrelevant friends and relatives to the marriage and she was kept on mystery and asking everyone how you were related to this marriage then she saw his best friend and the bride she cancelled at the last moment , Ultimately she saw her parents there after 2 long long long years ran to them hugged and emotionally started weeping. She asking all their friends, relatives and her parents what is the mystery going on. All came together and lift their hand and showed the index finger at her backside like his friends did on her birthday surprise. She was slowly turning back to see where their fingers are facing and here comes the big announcement from the church as her and his names as bridegroom and bride at the same time she saw that all their fingers is pointing towards him as he slowly walking from the entrance towards her as bridegroom. Both of them eyes were speaking in that he explaining how he arranged this marriage for them as flashback .Yes, it was his plan for the past two years, he put all his efforts to convince her parents and saved money to that grand marriage as she was totally shocked like she did for her first birthday surprise and she can't express the joy, pleasure, happiness and the pain she had for two years...

Happiest moment on the planet :

Further he cracked a pleasing poem in their own language

" என் இதயம் ஒரு முறை உயிர் துடிக்க மறந்தாலும் ஒரு பொழுதும் உன்னை நினனக்காமல் துடித்ததே இல்லை " i.e.,

" your body language may not convey ,

your sparkling eyes may not react ,

your cute lips may not speak , but after all i can still feel what you need as i hear your heart ♥ pumps "

They married grandly in christian style which was her dream way of marrying and both were profoundly happy for what they have waited so long. At the end his wish his dream that already told has happened as " he hugs her and spend the whole night slept peacefully " and for his patience and honesty he going to repeat the same for his entire life...

Moral : Don't decide your dream partner but once you do, please do not let him/ her go away from you because first you can't get a person like him / her in your lifetime at any cost in future and Second don't give such hell like punishment by avoiding when him / her are in earth itself...

Choose your partner wisely and enjoy the real happiness of love.