Yes, I Hide The Real Me

A shivering hand and a loud cry,

 I broke out into this universe

Smile. sarcasm. strangeness. shock.

All came at once to every mask, to every veil.

Dad's princess, Mom's life,

I don't give a fuck to any other's wife.

Some chat shows on me

Ohh she talks like that,

She walks like that,

She has short hair,

She doesn't know this,

She doesn't know that,

She doesn't have friends, she...she...she...she...she....

Every pile of it shuts me down

Yes, I don't say what I feel

Yes, I hide the real me

Yes, I love to talk

Yes, I love having friends

I love being myself.

But, you have changed me!

Your every word closed my dictionary. 

I laugh I laugh I laugh I laugh

I smile I smile I smile I smile

You spoke, you spoke, you spoke, you spoke 

You judged you judged you judged you judged

I falter I falter I falter I falter

I clammed up I clammed up

 I clammed up I clammed up

Loss of words and deep silence...

Now Just Me and My dream world in a long walk,

With hands grabbing the whole world,

With eyes saying it all,

With hair flowing the way they want,

With deep conversation, with twinkling stars,

With the peaceful moon,

With the rising sun,

With the crack of dawn.

No judgment, No argument!

Just a long walk under a shed of the universe

With lots and lots of smiles and smiles and smiles and smiles.......