A loud noise woke me up. It was the sound of a train announcement. I was at a train station. I had no idea why I was here ? How I came here? Am I going somewhere or coming? Ahhh my head is hurting. This station is so crowded. I was sitting on a old wooden bench at platform no 3. I looked for a luggage if I had one with me. I looked around there was nothing so I thought I should move on and found out answers for all these goddamn questions. But I was not able to walk properly my head was hurting it was like someone hitting me with a big iron hammer on my head. I remained sitted on floor for a while.
People keep passing by. I had never seen so many crowed at station and it was one of the biggest station I had seen. There was a TC on a next platform I saw him and checked my pockets if I had any tickets or anything. My pockets were empty. No money, no wallet, no cards, no ticket nothing. When moved my eyes to look at TC he was already staring at me with a suspicious look. Like if he had known me or he knows that I don't have ticket. I stand up and was going to run but he gestured at me to stay there. He was coming at me suddenly a train arrived between platform 3 and 4 and TC lost the eyesight on me and I started running from there. I reached the ticket counter. There was a big clock at top in golden Color it had big gonge hanging. I was able to here the sound ticking of clock. I decided to ask someone but as soon as I was going to ask my head started hurting by the sound of the gong of the clock and the crowd started disappearing other platforms also disappeared except platform 3.
The look and color of station changed and all started feeling familiar. The whole station was empty. I was able to hear the sound of air.I looked at the bench on platform 3 there was a guy lying on it. Who was he? Doe's he know why I am here and what's happening ? I moved toward with a fear and expectation that he might answer my question. I tried to wake him up but he fall down and I saw his face. It was me. But how? Am I dead? I saw a bag beneath bench I opened the bag with my shivering hands there was bomb in it. I am terrorist? Who killed me?
And with the gong of the train, I remembered everything. I was here to blast this station cause if I had not they might have killed my family. That day I was here I remain sitted here for hours watched all sorts of people, children, couples, family. I can't do it. I signaled at TC as he was coming at me I injected myself with poison and collapsed. It's been 15 years and this is happening from day one. I woke up at the same station and don't know why? I was not able to save them? Maybe there something I needed to do which I didn't? Maybe my family is still alive? I have to find out......