The Guy Of Hope

The age of teenage is phenomenal, as things change, even the teenagers change. We try to expect unexpected things from others. Even I experienced the same, when I started my degree, the college looked too strange in the initial days of my journey and later as things get adjusted even I got adjusted too. But still the college looked weird, I used to get afraid for everything, sometimes I used to feel this college is not to me, I never used to feel loneliness.

But later I realized yes, the college is really supporting me to build a strong will power and a relationship.

Yes! a relationship a guy who supported me and still continuing, relationship is not just a feeling between a boy and a girl, it's all about understanding, helping and supporting their feelings. The relationship, bonding can't be explained and it shouldn't be too. Because as we try to define, it may loose its value because we may not be knowing the exact relationship I mean love! 

We can see many kinds of relationship, it may be in park, parking lot, on road side, on the street as we see people with relationship we conclude by saying this exactly is LOVE but it's not. Some people try to express their love to each other and some may not. So never come to any conclusion without finding out what exactly is! Even I failed to know exactly what he is and my imagination went beyond a true lovers feeling. The day I used to have glimpse at him use to feast my thirst. He is good at everything so I considered him as my inspiration. His smart look, the body language, the way he walks, talking to others, the way he dresses up, his smile, Ah! It's just awesome. After considering him as my inspiration I started to stare at his each and every step. Because I just wanted to know what exactly he is, even though we knew each other, we never tried to speak. 

THE STRANGE FEELING STILL REMAINS! 

Finally, the day came and he came to me for asking my number. 

I was in paradise! As he moved on after the number got exchanged. 

I just had one thought running in mind -"Is it real"!!?

I was just flying and that day even though I didn't do my internals well, I was totally happy and that feeling just replaced the worst jotting down my internals, to an extent to forget the worst experience of my internals.

                     - To be continued