Memory Down The Lane

I was sitting idle in my room, and suddenly my eyes were on my old college life dairy. I turned the pages to refresh the old hidden memories, I started giggling while reading those memories of my past.

I remember I was the most charming and handsome loving my batch. I was enjoying reading my pranks when suddenly I found some old pictures of mine with my friends and I found her again after long time .

Nikki my best friend, she use to stay nearby my house. We were in same school ,same class ,same section and even in same college. she was mine childhood friend, but now I don't even know where she is .Last time we met at her place and it was our last meet..I still remember that day.

I was unable to accept my break up with my girlfriend, I love her so much and she dumped me for a rich guy,lying on my sofa I wad scrolling our old text, and Nikki pinged.

Hey dude..She texted

Hi nicks…I replied,I just wanted to forget whatever has happened so I added -“wassup dear?”

Alone at home, Mom and Dad went on a trip and left me alone here. She replied with sad and crying emoji.

To tease her I said - Someone is alone…uhmm…let me join then…may I? I did not except for a positive reply but she said to come.

I don’t know why my heart wanted to meet her at this situation but I decided to go. I rang the bell of house, cute Barbie song as she love Barbie and she is one daughter of her parents. So everything at house was of her choice. We sat on the sofa and had some coffee. From my paled face she guessed something bad happened with me.

After lots of request I told everything to her and started crying like a child, all my suppressed emotions rolled down. She came closer, and hold my hands her finger were crossed over mine. She looked straight into my eyes, my pains were getting healed. My heart was silently asking her heart for a kiss. I just looked down to hide my feeling of that moment, she hugged me.

Then she dragged me towards her room. I did not stop her. She made me stand infront her and again looked into my eyes...

My god her eyes were killing me. Why I never noticed? She is damn beautiful or today she looks something different. Silence all over, the only thing one can hear is our breathe and it was running so fast. Even I was able to hear my heart beats. The next thing I remember was that her lips were on mine. We were kissing and kissing my heart got a unknown relief.

I was never attracted towards her before, neither in later future but that day I was unable to withdraw,

Without giving a second thought I closed my eye and kissed her back. I suddenly realized that she was about to unbutton my shirt. There I stopped her, my instinct instructed me to do so and I also knew it was wrong, I never loved her and I don’t want use her to heal my pain. I pushed her and headed back to my home. In the middle of staircase my heart stopped me.

Again I return and she thought I must have changed my mind. I pulled her nearer to me looked into her eyes, kissed her again but this time on her forehead, I uttered sorry into her ears. She wanted to say something but I returned without looking back.