Love Story

Starting

Back to school time

Starting is always very difficult after that everything just goes with the flow, so let's start in a traditional way.

I have a very long story to tell yaar and yes its a love story... Waise bhi successful ladko ki lyf me yhi to hota hai

Everyone says the story is different but this story tells that only love is not enough for marriage ,, in India especially in middle and small towns this is much difficult yaar.

I am not so good with English so Hindi ka tadka rahega kaafi.

So story starts about a boy who was in 3rd standard, Aditya, I was a student of hindi medium school. Yeah you think he started his interview bio data, but what to do yaar, we read only that type of introduction so sorry for pakau introduction.

So lets get back to my story, I was in 3rd standard. My school was not so far from my home so I went to school walking but when one day me and my friends were standing outside our school, I saw a girl, she was not so beautiful but she looked very cute but I was in 3rd standard so I thought that this is childish but fact is that I was a child, so I was allowed these things but the problem was that she was sister of one of my childhood best friend Anal, me and my childhood friend Payal were in same class and she was best friend of Aparna.

So I just saw this girl who sat behind her father's cycle and enjoyed the ride and I enjoyed seeing her face..

I don't think I ever tried to talk to her because I was not so handsome and not an attractive personality and I was not even so intelligent and she was topper in our class. By the way her name is Aparna Brahmabhatt,

Aparna the girl who was so loud in talking and not so friendly in behaviour and lots of attitude, class topper, she was one of the most beautiful girl I ever saw, she is too good yaar, boy cut, sad face but looked cute, good voice and lot of confidence but fact was that I was not standing anywhere in front of this girl.

But I was a boy. Was it possible that I would have not tried?

In 7th standard my friend whose name was Punkesh, he told me that he loved Aparna .. Hmmm kaise use patane du huhhhh.

So he said that he needed help from me and this thing was just like a god came to me and told me what you want.

So I started to help, means trying to flush his love in gutter.

He told me that I had to investigate about her background and routine means where she goes, does she have a bf or not, father's occupation. 

In boys language this was called fielding lagana.

I was a very good friend, I was setting a full fielding but told Punkesh wrong information. I know I did a dog's work but what to do yaar she was my only love.

So I woke up at 6 am because I tried to catch a glimpse of her on the way to her classes.

Followed her on full road till her tuition and school because I wanted to see her every morning. I knew her friends and took good information like favourite colour, favourite movie, actor and so on.. Even I knew her news paper distributor also, his name was Amit and he served the paper at 7 am in morning... 

I think that is called a perfect fielding.

One day my friend Punkesh told me "Today I am going to propose to her" suddenly all things went black for me but I was so bad, so I went to one another friend and told him to tell Anal who is her brother, so before Punkesh proposed her, Anal knew and stopped Punkesh anyway, and I was so happy.

But that was just a temporary defense for my love if I wanted to be with her, and I had a lot of distance to put up but believe me that time I was really not sure that she will love me ever, and our 7th standard results were declared and Aparna was the topper of our class and as usual I was so happy but there was some good news also, Punkesh failed.

You know what it meant, it meant that he was out of the way for Aparna and there was no need for me to lie and I told Punkesh all things and that was the last time I talked to him.

Believe me I don’t have any guilt for this activity, it happens yaar, I loved her and in my opinion I was the best person for her.

Atleast that time my thinking was this.

Propose day

Now I was in 9th standard and obviously Aparna was also in my class and before vacations we were going to school and enjoying, there were less students coming to school at that time.

So I thought that was the right time for me to propose to Aparna because if she said no, atleast lot of friends will not know, so I could save my image also.

So finally I decided that I have to propose to Aparna. I remember that date yaar, it was 5th May before our vacations which started on 9th May.

So I told my friend Rajkumar and Pankaj that I love Aparna and they replied "Are you mad... She is a sister of our friend Anal and she is too behenji type, why this girl yaar .. There are lot of girls in the market" I knew they actually said the right thing but I couldn't help, I was in love and they were ready to help me to propose to Aparna.

So we said to Anjali who was Rajkumar's girlfriend at that time to tell Aparna that Aditya loves her and believe me she told me don't propose to her, she will never say yes and that time I knew that it was true.

So the time came and Anjali told Aparna that Aditya loves you, I was not there but Anjali told me that Aparna cried.

I was thinking answer should be in yes or no but what makes sense to cry, but girls will be girls ... Even God doesn't know why girls cry so, who was I to know.

So conclusion was that Aparna rejected my proposal but I was a positive thinker, I just thought that now there was a name connect with Aparna so no one can say anything about her that she was behenji or anything.

And I was so happy because now she knew about my feelings...

Why girls were so complicated, if she loved me, she should have said yes, otherwise no, why create too much complication for me?

Now I wanted some time to move on with this rejection and vacations were there, so I got my time.

Now schools were open, I wanted to tell my every friend, please don't make a friend like my friends who are jealous of your happiness.

My friend Bhupendra and Reshma, they had a solid interest in my love story, yaar apna kaam kro na... But they said we were going before Aparna and asking her to reply about me.

I wanted this thing also but I wanted to did this myself, but you know every love story has a villain so they were small level villain and went to Aparna and asked and she replied - I do not believe in that thing... That day the whole class knew about my love story so thanks to that type of friends..

But there was some very good thing I knew that Aparna didn't hate me, just didn't believe in love, so yes I was motivated.

Now I knew I just had to push Aparna about relation.

I was going to sai mandir at that time every Thursday because she came and I had just one purpose to see her, and I was not a very spiritual person but ye bhi kiya...

So we were in 10th standard now ,obviously she got very good percentages and I just passed by margin but no matter I was so happy and coming to again on love life, the most hard part of the relation at that time - THE RAKHI DAY OF 2008.

There was a problem in hindi medium girls, they think that if a boy proposed to you, so just go and tie him a rakhi if you don’t do this it means you love him, but at the same time English medium girls are mature enough, I had realised this after a long time but I think that’s a right thought.

So back to topic, in 2008 obviously festival of rakhi came and it was horrible Aparna wanted to tie a rakhi on my hand and I didn’t want this. Are kaise us bandi se bandhwa lu. But there is always a villain on a day and my hero my best friends were not in school at that day so Mr. Bhupendra who was a vibhisan of our group held me tightly and told Aparna and her brother to come and tie this.

Believe me, at that time I wanted to beat every one and I could do it but my thinking was about Aparna, that how can I hit my love but after that a horrible thing happened and she tied a rakhi on my hand, and every thing was just gone, she didn't even think about me and I was mad who thought she loved me.

After That Day, I was totally broken that evening, I beat an older guy just to express frustration and actually I beat him so badly, but I had the luxury to beat anyone so I had no problem with that.

That day feeling was just like there was a road but no destination. So much frustration so much pain, anger. After that day I didn’t want to see Aparna again because I don’t think that Aparna deserved my love.

But after that day my hero Rajkumar said to me “Teri G.F. yhi banegi dekh lena aur Rakhi ka ruk mai kuch karta hu” thereafter he took a rakhi and threw on Aparna's bench.

But I didn't trt this after that day on 10th.

If this story had any other hero, he was Rajkumar because without him it was not possible for me

Class 11th

We passed this class, I wanted to become an engineer but she chose commerce and just because of her I also chose commerce and shifted to other school and I was separated with my best buddies and it felt like a bad dream that you have to go a place where no friends were available.

And there was a friend named Anal who was my friend in this new school, it was a hard time but because of this time I achieved some very important things.

So that was the year 2008-09 when we came on the stage where I had no business with my school friends and I was just focused on my studies but in between of class 11th we had a new group whose members were Anal, Avinash, Shashikant and me. But that was a group of selfish people and I didn’t like that group anytime, we just stayed because of our need.

One day a boy named Kshitij from Maths section was standing a next to me on an interval and obviously Anal was standing near me then Kshitij said wow what a maal mai use patana chahta hu, I saw the girl and it was Aparna, I didn’t think a second and told him, don’t say this type of word for her and believe me Anal heard the same thing but he did not reply and not even supported me that day I realized what is his type so I told Kshitij - Don't say a word against her and he replied teri behen hai kya. That was the first day in my school when I said, she is my love and no one had the right to say about her and I kicked on his face and we fought, but just because it was school so we stopped and they said see you after school and the worst thing was that my friends even Anal went home by jumping school wall, so I was alone because I wasn’t scared at that time because I loved Aparna and if I loved someone I had the guts to secure my love.

After school the boy met me and he had friends in large number so that time I was scared badly and one bhaiya slapped me but I had decided to fight for my love and respect so I removed my belt, suddenly my brother friend named Ravi who was residing near my school so he came and said to me what happened, they sorted the problem between us and I hit that bhaiya who slapped me. So it was over.

Fight over, love was in the air.

I remember that time I was in room which was on ground floor and her class was located on 3rd floor, believe me friend, I was looking for her every time and when she came at the corner of corridor, I saw her and smiled always and sometimes she came on groundfloor for water or any thing and I saw her, I thought the day was awesome, wow what a feeling, if this is not a love, believe me there is no thing like a love. When we were in 11th, Payal told me that Aparna said to her about a boy who was so handsome and I was sad, I thought every person has a same reaction at that time I has a bulb in my hand and it broke and my hands were bloody, but yes Aparna disn’t even care what happens.

Actually sometimes I think about I am over aggressive on that time because I have a big ego and anger and I have a support of my friends so I was allowed to do that.

Me and anal are in same class so obviously I have a phone number and I always sent a message to anal and I don't think it's hard to understand that I sent that message for aparna but one day she replied and said pls don't message anal don't like this. Believe me I was so happy because this is the first time aparna message me.

Then on February it's her birthday and his brother birthday on same day so I decide to go and make anal birthday memorable, believe me I have no other intention but when you don't try any thing something did by God himself and exactly that happens with me we gave a greeting card to anal but not read a content under the card and it contains I love you . After read that line aparna think I gave this for that purpose but believe me it's just for anal. 

At 11th standard our sir gave a paper to me, Devendra and aparna and obviously aparna gave a paper to anal but except me there is no one who give papers to any friend I gave every friends and anal don’t give to his best friend kritesh so that time I relaise equality is important there is no enjoy to win with an dishonest advantage so we clear 11th and I got a 4th rank in our class.

As I mentioned above I have nothing to do except studies on that year so it was expected result.

Class 12th

It was a year of my life in terms of studies and love life also because I know after that year aparna and I was in separated and I am wasting my 2 years just for the hope of aparna and I focused on studies.

In between of 12th one of my friend Yogesh is involve in a relationship with aparna best friend Priyanka .

Believe me she is the game changer at that time.. I want to say a lot of thanks to Priyanka and yogesh but at current they separated and I have no option to say thanks to her and if she read this so thank you Priyanka for all things.

There is no such important incidence in 2009 but yes the daily routine like watching her on distance want to talk her but not succed etc… it happens all day but on January I just think about why not trying last time and show her that I am too creative that was the first time I pushed my limits and plan a surprise for her with a help of priyanka.

I bought 7 greeting cards and gave it to aparna friends to give her on her birthday at a 15 minutes interval. Every card has a unique shayri on envelope and at the end the biggest card gave by priyanka and payal to aparna and tell her that I love you and the plan is working as we expected and for this I am thankful to payal and priyanka every day.

Thank you Payal & Priyanka

But she is not replied. Actually she replied but these 3 are decided to not to tell me because they want to focus on aparna exams , aparna is always so selfish about her studies and career . so after some day I forward a message to bhoyar wrote by me

kho gye kahi unki baat krte krte

Dekh liya SB kuch unka deedar krte krte

Ab bs dosto yhi alfaaz Dil SE nikalte hai

 thak gye hum unka intezar krte krte

And this shayri has a very long travel I mean from Yogesh to priyanka and Priyanka to Aparna and believe me it was very effective and aparna said yes on the date 10th march 2010. I remember that aparna said to payal yaar kaise ajib sa lag Ra.

So it works and on 10th March after our exam aparna came with payal on my block and payal tells me that aparna also loves me ... I wasn't saw aparna but I remember Priyanka shouted we want party and I said obviously.

But we are in the middle of boards and next paper is very tough but I was just think about how to say aparna to talk or message me so I said to payal to tell aparna that message me and we chat 1st time on 18th March believe me it feels like dream and I am living on that dream. I sent a message "I THINK MUJHE YE SAMNE KEHNA CHAHIYE BUT MSG ME KEH RA I LOVE YOU APARNA" that time she sent a forwarded msg contains I love you. At that time she is shy and not ready to say I love u too and I have no problem because she is with me that's enough 

First meeting

After a chats and some talks we decide to meet after exams so on 5th April 2010 we met first time. We means me aparna payal Priyanka and yogesh. We met in Civic center in front of Arjuna ratha and I have a lot of things to say but believe me after seeing her I forgot everything and just wanted to look and look and look. We separate from others for quality time and basically our time then we start talking and I said bahut pyaari dikh ri... We seat almost one and half hour but believe me no eye contact no hand touch no heavy talks but still best evening of my life

After that meet we came home and that time I was preparing for CA CPT so I have to study on nyts and she message me it was the best time she ever had so I am just so happy and that night no studies just talking and talking and I said everything to her about my feelings.

That's how my love grows and what comes after that I will write you shortly