Letter Of An Army Widow

I do not know why I am writing this letter? I am not gonna post this anytime.

Whom I can post?

To you?

How?

You have seen me on that day. Right? The day first we met in a relative's home.

I wore your favorite Blue Color Dharmavaram Saree.

I remember it was your favorite. You told me a zillion times.

I did not see you properly. I really do not know our parents secretly talked about our marriage.

I am such a stupid.

You know what I liked more in our memories. Do not tell anyone.

I like biting your chin.Yes.When I put my head on your chest and you try to give me a pillow.

I have thrown the pillow to a side and bitten your chin.

You made funny sounds at that time.

It has been two years since our wedding. We spent less time together.

I do not know how much you missed me, but I missed you each and every second of my life.

My eyes are dropping tears continuously because they know this letter is not going to be posted.

I know you loved the Nation and sacrificed your life while protecting it.

I respect you as an Army officer.

But I cannot stop missing you as my husband.

With Love and tears,

Anu.