From your baby to a slut

FROM YOUR BABY TO A SLUT- An open letter from third world country girls especially.

It is a beautiful morning, spring season at its peak. I woke up and I am having my morning tea while sitting in my garden, the whole surrounding is filled with the flowering of mango trees and humming bee. The mother nature is blooming at its best. The cuckoo’s singing is filling my soul with sweetness. As the first sun ray touched my cheeks as a lover, it filled my body with a shiver and put me into a trance. That's when I was reminded of you. when for the first time I met you in the park where we both used to go for the morning walk. And the rest is a history.  

I was so unconscious of the reality back then. Now I can realize that it was all conditioning my society has put on me the day I was born. Every experience with you was heart throbbing moment for me. Either it was our first time holding hands or our first kiss. It was like dozing a bullet from the society which they were shooting onto me.  

Soon I didn't realize that I had surrendered to you totally. Everything was completely new to me but you were already my rider. I did the things which were completely different and impossible for me to do.

• Soon you started changing my dressing style too, I was not comfortable in the beginning but I thought maybe this is what will make my lover happy.  

• I was shy back then too, when I was not too talkative with strangers and when I used to meet your friends. You used to tell me that try to blend in more. Well, I did that too.  

• I still remember the moment when you asked for my nude pictures for the first time. Have you ever imagined that how much difficult it was for me? When I took it for the first time my heart was pounding so much and I was not able to hold the camera still as it felt like my heart will burst anytime.  

• While doing all this I was learning more about myself too. I was becoming more awaken to my surrounding. Now I finally started to live my life according to myself also.  

• I started making friends too. I used to hang out with them too. Some of them were girls and some of the boys. I was enjoying my life to the fullest.  

That's when your baby started to become a slut. You did not like the way I used to hang out with my male friends and going on a trip with them. Now your baby has become slut because she is not dancing on your fingers anymore. Even talking to anybody used to put a slut sign on me.  

I never knew you were such a coward. But I would like to tell you something that if you ejaculate on someone face than you must have the courage to wipe it out also. If you undress someone than you must have the courage to dress them also.  

So, I can say that now you have become the men who had conditioned me throughout my childhood. Now you also look the part of the same rotten society.  

But I would like to thank you that you helped me to discover a completely new version of myself. Now I can enjoy and feel myself more. I can hear trees singing for me.  

So my dear men your baby never became a slut. It is you who have become possessive and egoistic. Your mind has become a slut. Your baby is still a baby but now your baby has developed the completely new level of self-sense and understanding.  

So, I think you were not able to handle my new incarnation. You were afraid that you will not be able to hold my exponentially growing energy.  

While all of these were flashing in my mind. I felt something cold in my mind and it was my dog who is licking my feet. I can feel what a wonderful morning. The sun was showering.  

it's rays over my head. The cuckoo’s singing was filling my ear with sweetness. So, I just smiled at mother nature and she smiled back at me. And I was dancing inside.