Fake Love

Agra: the place known for love. The beauty which exists here lies nowhere else. It is the story of that time when I was in the third standard. I had a good group of friends almost everyone was supportive towards me then to I had only one best friend whom I told everything even personal •

One day my friend fell sick, she was suffering from fever and also shivering. She wanted to close the fans of the class but the boy who was our class monitor didn't do this. Suddenly I rose up from my seat and I scolded him badly that time he uttered no any single word and finally, the fans were closed. In the next morning, I felt guilty so I said sorry to him but he said it's ok, there was no need of this as we were a friend. I thought for a moment and then replied I never thought of being a friend of yours, for this he said if you want that I forgave you then you had to make me your friend. That time I had no word to say, some days passed on we both were looking at each one other, looking at his eyes I realised that he wanted to say something.

One day in the library we both were sitting in front of each other then suddenly he said what's your answer for making me your friend then I replied him that yes, from now we were friends.

As people said that 'Friendship is the first step to fall into love with somebody" and that's the step we both had taken.

Our friendship went a long way, talking with each other, spending time together, helping each other in studying as well as in small-small problems. We enjoyed with each other. When I fall in love with him even I couldn't get to know. Our smooth fighting and the naughty comments made the class felt jealous of us. We both were enjoying each other's company. It was not the one-sided love, he also loved me. Our conversations went long at phone calls, he told me about his family, his goals and what the dream he wanted to pursue. I was also doing the same.

All these didn't mean that our story was going smoothly, there was a twist that my best friend was also had an attraction towards him. She sent messages to him from my phone, after chatting with him she deleted them all. It was going for a long time, sometime I realised that someone else was using my phone but after reading the messages I felt that I, myself sent all these messages to him nobody else was doing. But one day she forgot to delete the messages and I read them all then I realised that they both were going more steps ahead from me then at the evening I called both of them for a small party.

In that party, I asked them what's going on. After so much conversation with them, my boyfriend told me the reality that they both were in a relationship with each other and he actually wanted to get married to her. I felt shocked when I listened to these words from him, I took immediate action and left the party by saying to both of them that enjoy with each other. I will never come in between you and her.

From that day to till now I hate the word love.

After a long time, I had a message from him in that he regretted and said sorry to me and also he wrote that he was the biggest fool who did not understand the right love and he wanted me to come back in his life but I had no feeling about him so I didn't bother to reply him because now I am living in reality not the world of illusion, which I left behind...