Dreadful Dreams

Dreadful dreams are my greatest fear! Having no knowledge of the fact from where they originate leaving me blank, fearful & in tears. I hate such dreams but keep getting them very often & repeatedly.

One of those which gives me the most of sweat is the one where I see myself getting ready for any examination but not able to appear in it, reasons being many like not able to prepare in spite of all efforts, unable to get a transport or even a death of someone.

Yet another is the death of papa which wakes me up crying painfully & I find myself being shaken up by my husband. Hearing his voice ' get up, are you dreaming again' gives me such a relief.

I also dream about myself climbing up a huge flight of stairs & then falling down after reaching the top of it. I wake up shouting or crying for help. Again fully scared but then relieved to find myself in bed clutching the sheets tightly.

Truly speaking these dreadful dreams give me such fear that for many days I don't feel like sleeping. I just want to get rid of them.