Dilemma

Am I good? Yes, I am

Am I bad? yes, I am

There are many unknown thoughts in her head. It keeps her awake at night. She is looking for the answers. All these questions making her anxious. She is trying to be happy every day, every moment. But deep down she feels lost and helpless. Every night is a nightmare.

It started with a relationship. She loved a boy. The world was beautiful at that time. But once the boy stopped everything. He didn't blame her. He took all the blame. she didn't even know what was happened. The boy didn't cheat her.

but she was devastated. From then dilemma turns her life into hell. she starts blaming herself in everything.

Now whenever she tries to do something dilemma makes her crazy.

But Then she stands up. she lifted her spirit.

She looks for positivity in everything. Day by day she is improving. Though it doesn't fade away fully. She accepts it as a part of her life. She starts to look at the world in a new way.

Every day she is fighting.sometimes she loses, sometimes she wins........

She will be either a shining a star

or will drown in a deep cold sea..........