Dear Child

To ,

The child,

Residing in heart!

Subject: My feelings for you!

Dear child inside me,

Hopefully you are still there. I m good as you know and hope you are also. It's been so long we separated na. I really don't remember when we two were one. How mesmerising days were they. We laughed like hell, played day and night, watched favourite cartoons, no stress and no worries at all. How beautiful those days were na. Never ever had any kinda depression. I didn't do homework and still were not scold. Whenever got Ill, used to get whatever we want to. Those simple story books were so nice. Whatever we wished for, we used to get quickly. Parents gave us every sweet and toy that we cried for. There was no need to work at all. Just play and sleep. Everyone liked us and wanted to spend some quality time with us.

But you know, since you left me, my life has been miserable. So much stress and depression all around. Have to do a lot of studies and then work to earn money. And then we get the food. I have to make my own food or sometimes I sleep without eating. No one cares here what you want or going through. No one plays along with you but plays with you and your feelings. Sleep is a dream now. And whatever we dream of, we have to pay a lot to get that. Everyone is selfish here. No one likes you. No one supports you. You have to walk all alone!

I wish you never left me. I wish you were here all way through my life, it would have been a wonderful journey. I wish you come back to me so that I can live my life fully and has no regrets at all. Please please, come back soon!. Missing you alot.

Yours sincerely,

Adulthood.