Millet bread..tried to make it again today..it is easy to see but a little tough to make..it is not as easy as roti or bhakri..from the first time I made it failed..I don't know if it was the same I could not say my fault , but this time I succeeded in making it and I felt happy ... that I learned to make it .. !! .
I was compelled to make it and I was also eager to make it .. I say compelled because I have no option but to make it, so I have to make it with pain .. if I want to make it, I have to make it! And the passion is so much that if you take interest in making it, you will make it again .. may get even better result than this .. if I had given up the first time failure, I would not have tried again today .... the reason behind my making was mine Mom's Absence .. !! I have to make everything because of that .. In fact, everything from cooking to housework .. from doing job, like a housewife, I am currently fulfilling all the responsibilities of the house .. being mentally strong .. when I was a mom, I wanted to help her a little bit. If there is, then there is no left .. I will be doing half of the work from then ... It is a general thing that we don't have any tension if our mom is present at home.. !! If not, everything is ready .. !! But all the roles of my mother after losting her ..Strong, emotional, selfless, compassionate, so to speak .. !! (I don't praise myself, I see others praising me) Yes, my mother also used to say something like this..I feel as if my mother lives inside me even today and will remain true ... Thanking to God ... All this So much less than to thank them .. I never thought that a person who was broken at one time would be so strong today and an inspiration for others .. !! I am proud of myself when I hear or see that whoever is my friend says to me "I am an inspiration for them and others"! I made this note down two days ago .. They kept a photo of mine as their friend in the Whats app and wrote about it in it ... I would like to say lots of thanks from the bottom of my heart to those who consider me capable for this ...
I am happy that I am fulfilling the role of a mom well .. Proud to be your daughter Mummy and Proud of me too. Love u and miss u.