Friends or close friends...? Nah..!! Best Friends..!! Whoever asked me this I always reply him as my best friend but does My heart accept this friendship or accept something more than this..? Well..!!I also don't know what my heart wants or my heart doesn't want me to know as I will get hurt. Many unanswered questions are there..I don't know should I find it or not..!! We have spent nights with each other arms but at morning we behave as something else..we have shared everything all together but we just gave it a 'best friend' tag..wait..wait..
Not Me..!! I am not perfect..I am not anyone's best choice or anyone's favourite but deep down I was guessing someone will accept me as I am but didn't think that I will end up by his side..oops..!! Sorry I mean by my best friend side...funny na..I know and that what I feel when I can't express my feeling for him as I know that he will not accept me as his favourite. I may be his favourite person but not his favourite partner. I don't have that possessiveness,condition,trust or greed..I only have that unconditional love for him. I don't want to make those daily calls into weekly one, don't want to make our favourite place to his unfavourite ones or don't want to put our horror movies list in his disgusting movie list..!! I just want him to continue as we are...!
It is difficult nah...!! I know...but I just want him by my side because my fear of losing him is just growing and I can't stop that. I think I should stop all these telling now because we are beautiful like this and I hope if we are together it will be more beautiful but I am just fine with it. Couples..?? No Best Friends...!!! Are you sure with your feelings..?? Yes I am..!!! ( Or may be I am not..:))
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