A Dire Desire

A Dire Desire

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It's NOT A STORY.. It's AN EXPERIENCE...

It's AN EMOTIONAL TURMOIL I faced one day..

Today, I saw a beautiful CUTE baby girl in the university campus, learning to walk, with her parents besides.

Reminded me of my niece PURVII.. her golden childhood and best days of my LIFE with her!!

Somebody justly said:"BACHCHE BHAGWAN KA ROOP HOTE HAIN".

I totally Believe it.

As,

The Feeling of JOY,

The Overwhelming JOY,

We receive from these kids are no less than some DIVINE gift!!

And it constantly reminds me that even after so much brutality and exploitation going around in the world on the basis of NAME, FAME, LUST, GREED, MONEY and other sensory pleasures.

"WORLD IS STILL A NICE PLACE..."!!

Beautiful DIVINE Feelings like LOVE, ADMIRATION, KINDNESS, CARING, UPLIFTING, HELPING, JOY also exists in this world.

And each kid strengthens such feelings within me,

That however hard EVIL try to deteriorate the world, to any extent,

GOODNESS will PREVAIL!!

Because GOODNESS comes from HEART,

And ANYTHING that comes from the heart is SACRED and DIVINE.

But, 

Even after so much affection towards that little cutie,

I was unwilling to go to her and express my heart for her.

Momentarily, there was a dire yearning to embrace her!!

She was so cute,

But then it is how it goes!!

Her parents were reluctant and were rightly so..!!

I have always believed that:

"DIL ME JO BHI HO KAH DENA CHAHIYE.."

I once heard.. and I totally approve of it.

"JO BAAT BATAI JAYE WO PUNYA HAI aur JO CHHUPAYI JAYE wo PAAP hai".

Still..

Still Trying to implement it in my LIFE.

I have always tried to say what is in my heart and am always fearless regarding that and also unapologetic about it.

Because I say what I feel and hence can't feel negativity.

So, I always prefer people and places where feelings of the heart can be told and irrespective of the others point of view, are respected!!

And ,

Even after so much theory, and so much efforts all my life..

The FACT is..

At that moment, ALL MY AFFECTION for the kid went UNEXPRESSED.

Everything in the heart cannot be expressed.. because it may not be taken into proper light and may be misunderstood and then may come back wrongly.

Reason:

"Out there some people exists.. who are so awesome at faking it, and then betraying and playing with the feeling of others, that even the one with pure sentiments are often seen with DOUBT, as there is no criterion to FILTER.".

Such People kidnap kids, rape them, molest them, traffic them..

HOW??

HOW CAN THEY??

HOW CAN ANYONE??

How can they, still haunts me, hurts me, puzzles me, terrifies me, irritates me, distress me, destroys me, grieves me and my helplessness just makes me sad, very sad, very very sad, a deep prolonging sadness and grief within me!!

And it just doesn't go that easily??

How can anyone even snatch SMILE from a kid's FACE??

Leave the matter of hurting...

And then due to all this, 

Many affections which are pure, will never be expressed!!

And that is what makes the world a chaos..

THE GOOD ONES are SUFFERING because BAD ONES are roaming disguised as PURE ONES.

Because they are so good at their job of FAKING IT...

TRUST is in DANGER, and so does the pure feelings and their expression.

And whatever is in the heart will remains there..

Because the FEAR of BETRAYAL is there, and its evidently increasing!!

We cant express LOVE..

We cant express anything, I GUESS!!

Hopelessly, One day will come, when we all will fake it and no one will TRUST ANYONE.

Today I am sad..

I am disappointed.. HeartBroken..

But, No problem..

May be, Tomorrow I won't be..

May Be, I will again see a child smiling..

And I will smile back too..

I will again feel the same JOY..

May be, that time I can express my affection..

And then that innocence and the smile from the kid will bring out the JOY within me and will restore my faith in LOVE and GOODNESS!!

Hopefully, that moment will come soon!!


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