You
You
A hair strand stay trapped
In the newly painted door
The way I stay trapped in you
And I know how suffocating it is
To stay rooted to a place
Which is no longer here,
Was never here
And now forever
Will never be here.
So I try ways to substitute you,
Replace you with photocopies.
I wander in search of sickle curved Smiles and lantern lit eyes,
For incomplete words
And half woven poetry
All making sense
Just like 'Us' with you.
And each time,
I fail to register that
There is only one perfect X
That could solve this equation,
That no copies could outdo the original,
That all smiles, eyes and words
Are so different
To be same.