WHY

Why does it hurt so much? 

Why does it stab me right in my heart? 

Why cant I get over it? 

Do I deserve this? 

The pain, the grief, 

The feeling of my soul drowning in the deep ..

All my life I tried to adapt, 

But today I snapped, 

I couldn't take it anymore, 

Every moment now the deep scars,

Are growing more and more 

Seems the void in my soul cant be filled,

I yelled for help, 

But the expectations of the society muffled my cries! 

Everyday I look at the mirror, 

I see a robot created by the society, 

Trying to live up to their expectations, 

A free spirited girl turned to someone 

Who can't even take her decision, 

Why do they decide my life? 

Why do they decide who I am? 

Being trapped and feeling like a slave,

I just hope these aren't the memories ill be taking to my grave …