What Should I Do?

Till so far I always have fear...

A fear, that I would just be ignored

A fear, that I would be always left alone

A fear, I never will be truly loved

A fear, I would be changed unnecessarily

A fear, that all will remain laughing on my fat figure

A fear, that I will easily get hurt

A fear, I will always give up

A fear, I would be lost in nowhere...

It was always the same till I see a fear...

That leading a life with fear I am going nuts day by day to bear...

So I decided to give up on fear, to feel good to do whatever I skipped along, so many years....

Choosing to free myself I have given up on fear...

But will it be still OK.... If I got hit to the bottom out of nowhere....

So... What should I do... Till ever... Is it so hard to give up fears?!!!