What If??

What if I told you,

I wanted to die?

That I'm tired of living,

Of being alive?

What if I said, 

It gets worse at night?

The thoughts get louder,

And nothing is right.

What if I lied,

And said everything thing was alright?

No, I'm not crying,

I swear I'm alright.

What if I died?

I doubt you'd even cry,

Would you even care

If I take my own life?