Upsiding Numbness

Have you ever been through this upsiding numbness where everything besides you doesn't feel right at all and all you can do is sit and watch people be so unfair?

Have you ever been through this upsiding numbness where people are mean, they have these sweet tongues but they have such differences in thoughts.

Have you ever been through this upsiding numbness where you feel blank, you just forget to feel, you are just so badly hurt from within that the hurt word feels so little.

Have you ever been through this upsiding numbness where you just are numb for so long, you accept everything around but, there always comes a time when that numbness breaks. 

You end up crying yourself to tears. 

You clean them. 

You smile. 

With a heavy heart, you smile even more.