Today

No matter how much today mattered to me,

You didn't matter to me today.

No matter how much I wanted to,

I didn't cry today.

No matter how much I missed you,

I didn't show it today.

No matter how much I wanted to meet you,

I didn't go to OUR place today.

No matter how much it pained me,

I didn't show it today.

No matter how much I wanted to wash you away,

I didn't drink today.

No matter how much I hated you,

I didn't love you at all today.

No matter how much I forget you,

I didn't forgive you today.

No matter how many scars you left,

I didn't cure them today.

No matter how much today mattered to me,

You didn't matter to me today.

No matter how much I wanted to,

I didn't cry today.