The Way I Do

I was terrified of loving anyone again after the last

So I built the highest walls

And I turned my feelings off

But you came

You came and I fell hard

I blindly rushed in

Only to feel the same pain as before

I love you

But sometimes I realize you aren't worth the pain

I make you most important

While you don't even notice the pain you cause me 

I wish over and over

That you'll stay

That you'll need me too

But no matter how many times I wish

You could never love me

The way I love you.