Stay Strong!

It hurts me, like I fell from the sky,

With a heart that is still alive!

The pain of loneliness,

The pain of rejection,

The pain of feeling unwanted,

The pain of being depressed,

The pain of smiling when I actually wanted to cry,

Can you measure,

The pain I'm feeling?

As the days moving slowly to a year,

You are moving on like nothing happened.

Do you ever know how much it hurt?

Only if you live my life just a day!

The memories we had together,

Haunting me every night!

Is there a way to escape from it?

Only if the nights never appear in my life.

Every night, the things you did,

Making a slideshow,

Which ends only in the tears over my dry cheeks!

Now, being alone is the only option I have,

And missing my real identity is my punishment.

When Loneliness become my new friend,

I wish I could give him as a present,

Not in an intention to hurt you,

Just to make you understand his evil company.

When I realized,

Pen and paper is the only wall for my pain,

I made this with my eyes blurred.

I miss you,

But not more than,

I miss myself.

The only thing I want you to know.

Once, I thought I was the luckiest and blessed human.

Now I wonder I might be cursed to suffer all this.

With no hands to help me out of this,

I'm busy playing the game "over-thinking" with my new friend.

My life turned in a way I never expected.

"Stay Strong" is the only motivator from my bottom heart,

Who Helps me to survive now!