Rid

Sometimes I feel like I wanna get rid of life,

When every drop of strength gets emptied in surviving strives of life!

When from inside, you want to scream and tear apart the things,

When your closest ones bring out storm in you instead of springs!

When life tests you and makes you homeless in your own home,

When for some acceptance and love they make you beg and roam!

Sometimes I feel like my nearest ones have damaged me the most,

Maybe no wonder, I won't be sad when they will be lost!

Sometimes I feel like I wanna get rid of my life,

But then I remember how strong I am,

How beautiful I am,

How savage I am,

How much more I have to create,

How many odds, yet I have to beat,

I can't be destroyed, though have tasted defeats,

How many souls my words have yet to penetrate,

How many holes in some hearts I have to heal,

How from the chaos and pain, I have to get something meaningful, that's my deal!