Queen Of Lace
Queen Of Lace
My teacher.
you saw a love for writing somewhere in me I couldn’t see.
you asked me to write for you if I couldn’t write for myself
so I did
I wrote and wrote and wrote for you. until I couldn’t find you anymore. you were buried deep under all the papers.
I never possessed anything lovely before and I kept even this to myself
I dont believe in religion but I believe in you and I believe you were drawn into my life to give me something
and you have since gave me my favorite thing
the thing im always drawn back to
I had since left you in the dust
under all
those papers
to come back to just check on how the person who gave me hope was doing
I see that your pencil has since stopped writing
and your emotions for me stopped flowing
but that’s okay
you were once the teacher
and now you’ve become the student
and I’m here for you
and we have a lot to catch up on
though all in my head
and you’ll never know
this is how I feel
just like you never knew , the impact you had on me until it was far - too late. long gone
but in my head solace
was what I had when you thought I had died