Not A Child Anymore

I am not child anymore

When I realised

No one behind, when I fell down

No one held, when I trembled

No one put medicine, when I bleed

I realised, not a kid any more

When worked till late nights, no one scolded

When pockets' money, is not my pocket money

When reposibility is not just caring my things

Is when I realised, am not kid anymore

While riding, there is no one to guide

Reading starts, is an old fairy tale

Where my fall still amuse people, but now they pass by

I realised, am not a child

When heartbreaks are not mended over chocolates

When life is an unanswered question

When growing up is still a puzzle

I learnt, am not a child

When you don't have anyone's back

When you learnt, with you no one going to stand

When your failures are not marks dependent

I realised, am not child again

When jumping around, is not excitement

When mourning is not all the grief

When silence is your new best friend

Is when realised I am not child

But still escaping the time

Present here , but absent in mind

Where cartoon still make me smile

I realised, with in me, still lives a child...