Neverland

Clear sky, with storms in my heart 

Please tell me from where should I start?

Should I start with mom's scoldings 

For my scratched knee and dirt clings 

Or the place where I used to play

my favourite

Ring-a-ring-a-ring?

Should I tell you how I made my first friend?

But promise me you won't ask

if he's the reason what made me 

got it all penned! 

Deal? 

Or...

Should I start with those "bat-ball" matches 

That I could never win but didn't lose either 

Or about that hype that I always got

Being the only girl in the team 

who was popular for all this misdemeanour.

Should I tell you about my first b'day party

With no guests but only friends

Or about how they cried out for their parents 

To stay till the end.... 

(LoL it was embarrassing)

Should I reveal one of my greatest secrets

That is, the name of my first crush! 

Or 

how hard I kicked him 

Instead of giving him a blush....

(regrets hit harder)

Should I start with my School Canteen

That had nothing but everything 

Or with those puff patties 

that helped to survive those boring lectures 

I'm not sure if they had nicotine!

Should I start with my School Farewell

what made me believe in meteor shower

Or about my first proposal from a 5yr old boy 

who asked me out with a flower

(I couldn't say No) 

I really don't know from where should I start 

Should I start with 

those tantrums, drums or rums?

I'm now in the drought, 

just soaked with thoughts

Those hours that just slipped like dust

Couldn't quench my thirst

And hopes still drip over 

to just have a magic wand 

That could lead me again 

to my Neverland...