My Glorious Unseen Child

Standing alone in the middle of the night

Wondering why I let you leave my life

Somewhere my heart just doesn't feel right

And now my heart has shattered I can't fight

Dreaming of how your eyes would look like

I am sure both of us would have resembled and looked alike

Suddenly a dark cloud hovered me one stormy night 

It was there to take you away I was filled with fright

I cried and beg; as you were just learning to grow  

Wretched heart, crabbed mind, tormented thoughts I was ready to blow 

Maybe God saw you struggle inside my womb  

So he wrapped his arms around you before you could bloom 

Oh, my sweet precious little one! my heartache and tears fell like rain

For how many times I have broken down and my heart pain

I woke all night praying my Lord to keep you alive

For I was hopeful my home be filled with joy when those tiny feet will arrive

Let me tell you something there is no doubt

You're so glorious to think of but hard to be without

I'll hold you in heaven when my trial on earth would pass

Beneath the open sky, we shall lie together on the green grass