Life Has No Definition

Lonely I sat across the sea

Lost in my thoughts

As I question my coming to this world,

Was it a mistake?

Slowly and beaming the waves beat.

Fear imprisoned my thoughts,

Tears became the explanation of my situation.

I feel the warmth of my tears

Groaning in anger destroys the smile

My heart bleeds as my mind is wounded

Faking every existence to feel pleasure

Lost of identity, path denied.

A word of pain from a woman of emptiness,

Loneliness where happiness visited a long time ago 

Broken into pieces and shattered.

I asked again do I belong in this world?

Why does everything seem crumbling on me?

All I want is peace in my body

My soul seeks peace.

My fragile body seeks help.

Your little penny will go a long way.