It's Not Like You

It's not like you

To be alone, Sitting on the last bench

Taking no notes, Headphones plugged in 

Lost in your own world, like here you don't belong.

It's not like you

To take wild rides, driving like crazy 

Taking shots, Getting high 

I see those cut marks, Peeking through your full sleeves

It's not like you

To say no to things

Behaving like someone you will never be

You don't even sound the same and this new version drives me crazy

It's not like you

To ignore others pain, even if it's of your own

There is a world, outside that world in your head

And you can always talk about, The demons under your bed

It's not like you

To behave like a fool, trying to be cool

Pretending to be badass, all on your own

I promise I will reach out to you

Because I know, It's not like you

To live in the dark and stay up all night

There is something different in your eyes

Like your dreams and hopes, all have died

And I know it's not like you

To just give up, so we will talk 

About all that's hiding in that old closet box

And I will keep trying, help you find out who you used to be.