Inner Battle! Sumanjit Sahoo

Hey you!

Do you know me?

Hey! 

I'm talking to you again,

You-Hiding under your blanket,

'ause you never tried to

Hear me.

I'm a Runaway

With every single step, I'm 

Far more step away.

The more you tried me to trick,

So your life becomes bleak.

Hurricanes and rain

Couldn't even handle my pain,

I'm that stub-born 

Whose ego has tangled me

With an unbreakable long chain.

I don't wanna be young

'ause it seems so unreal,

I'm who I'm now

Though my Canvas has torn and faded.

Seeing others makes me jealous

And I am trying to keep my mind steady;

It seems so unfair

I too want pride and

So-called social-reverence.

With time my shadow

Dominates me,

Leaving me completely

In the dark of mine.

Stop it!

Stop it, now!

Yes, I'm talking to you.

'You'- the freaking shit 'Mind'.

My 'Heart' is enough for me,

Though it appears too risky.

For sure, I will stumble

Again and again and again,

'ause my voyage of the heart

Is on the verge to begin.

But there is still hope

The hope of my self-worth

It will traverse the muddy world

No matter how smaller my step is.

My slumber is plundered

Again by my own guilt,

That guilt stays with me

Forever does exist this f**king society.

The sword that slays

The master of the sea that bleeds

Every domination ought to be praised

The lively parody

So does today's f**king reality says!