I Still Don't Know How To Express

Long down the slope of past

I used to love the guy I was

As the passage went ahead chose to meet new people and make some wonderful friends

With time my circle expound together enjoyed our golden compound

All of a sudden everything was just over we were left there on our own to watch the truth from a bit closer

As we know it's hard to face the truth in my case it actually shook my roots

Still, the time passed by, I gradually became a jumble guy

Sometimes I am okay, Sometimes I am doomed, One day I am happy and smiling, the next day my mood is somehow screwed

I still don't know how to express, o this is just to let you know even I have the guy underneath my skin who actually somehow keeps actual me suppressed.