I Hate Myself A Lot

I hate myself a lot 

When I remember that I got angry with you

And you were just silent listening only

You could attack with words too you didn't

How you did you get the strength to bear.

I hate myself a lot

When I remember that you didn't eat 

By the words, I hurt you and went to bed

I wounded you and sob heart out overnight

Early morning you wake up me with tea. 

I hate myself a lot 

When I remember that never told you "love you"

But your care said it even your lips were locked

Used to leave home all-time without letting you know

And my phone used to ring and I continued scorn. 

I hate myself a lot 

Now you are seriously sick and going to lose you 

My eyes are watering on the wish to Him for her

Spent past replays every moment admonishing me

Incidentally, He anticipates and she is well all well

I love myself a lot 

And will not remember that whatever was spent

We are busy to make the sweet memories for towards

When I will never hate myself a lot.