Help Me

I gave up before starting the relationship 

Cause my trauma took over me 

I can't overcome it 

My therapist is afraid of my instability. 

I hurt her too much 

I did things against her will 

I made her cry 

Her heart was broken 

I call her just to cry 

I created havoc in our relationship 

I never thought I will end up hurting someone 

I always talks about how great is God's love 

And i wanted to show it to people 

But I ended up being stuck with worldly love 

I can't move on from this situation 

God help me, God let me out.