Heading Towards Aimlessness

When no one else achieved what they desired,

When they were living in a void created,

I kept lying down with a broken heart,

Achieved beyond and silently sat,

The world says heartbreak's a curse,

But I never encountered a loss.

Too tired to get back to competition,

To be my previous self received petition,

But I feel safe in my own world,

As usual, living a life of gold,

Just got a single question in mind,

Who is he whom I need to find ?

Do I really need to do anything,

Or just relax for better something,

What's my life like ahead,

Am I living or just afraid?

Who am I and what am I made for?

Do I have a great purpose or,

Just a normal life of regret,

To Sleep and believe in fate!