Had There Been A good Day!

Had there been a good day,

I would have cached it if I may,

Deep inside there’s something fragile,

With all my happiness in exile..!!

Gazing through the door I feel,

Is there any exit from this grief,

Pointing towards the stars I think,

Am I late for the necessary blink,

Raging inside I always felt,

Am I wrong? I do thought..!!

Messed up, I knew,

I always was,

Is there’s someone who would pause,

Bringing up the best I had,

Wasn’t enough I must add..!!

Though I too had things to share,

But is there someone who would care,

My efforts were full I always knew,

But I failed in every view,

Keeping up the smiling face,

Am I lost in a maze..!!

Never thought that this would happen,

One can lose his blistering heaven,

Feels like that I am shot,

Am I alive Or is this a draught ,..!!

I am falling,

I must confess,

Am I responsible for this mess,

Happy days are all I wish,

May summon up all the brisks,

Facing up the demons of the past,

I was left alone at last..!!