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I wish I learned restraint a little bit of calm
I wish I knew just how to be
Everything I feel is a thunderstorm
Joy exalts me in the garden of Eden
Prancing around celestial trees
Letting hydrangeas wrap around.
Sadness pushes me into a
Bottomless well hands tied mouth shut
Slowly drowning in slowly heavily in
I was told I was always this way
My childhood dolls have turned into
Faux flowers shoving into me
Pinks reds Aquas yellows.
Most days I'm colorblind
A melodramatic histrionic one-act play
Hammed up for my shut curtains and keyholes.
All I do is cut down vines to be bare again
Jump from clouds to shrapnels to clouds
For once I want to say I'm numb
Just one day of apathy
No laughter no passion no guilt no misery
One day that, like a sedative, lulls me
Into colorless monotony