Depression

I want to cry, but I am shy.

I am scared but I don't imply.

I looked okay but I wanna die,

I want to end, this suffering of mine.

I can't help but look at the top, 

And ask if it's time to give up.

My heart was in pain,

And my efforts were in vain.

I keep bringing myself up, 

But the problem kept pulling me down,

I don't want to give up,

But problems making me drown.

A big problem I keep experiencing,

No one can appreciate everything I'm doing.

I loved it when other were delight,

At least someone still can see the light.

Not me that full of night, 

My, I and loneliness were I need to fight.

But this is life, 

Problems were left and right.

Two choices what we have,

To let it be and let us sank

Or take a rest then fight back.

Everything has its reason to happen, 

We just need to let our hearts open,

And face every challenge we attain.