Depending

Do you want to know what I want 

I want someone that I can call whenever I want 

I want people to care about my existence. 

I'm scared of everyone around me 

My thoughts are dark and deep 

My sorrow hits me like a hurricane. 

I'm surviving this by depending on God 

My blood is racing to be good 

My veins are struggling to be better 

I'm trying to be best.