Couldn't Tell

I had a lot to say 

But I acted as if I forgot

I wanted to cry aloud

I forgot I had tears to drop

I hoped you to be around 

Will together take a walk

I wanted to open my heart

And I forgot I had to talk

My answer to how was I

You failed to catch all my lies

You said I looked beautiful

And forgot to look into my eyes

You were there surrounding me

And I was alone all the walk

Smile answered all the questions 

Lies on the lips replacing the talk

Were you tired to listen me talk

Did you want to delay the walk

Was it evident that you acted aloof 

Either it is true or me a goof.