Conundrum

Ruled by the firm and strong decisions

Today I stand at the crossroads

Completely unsure of myself.

One wrong decision or

No voluntary decision for that matter

And boom! Everything comes to an end.

Seeing everyone around me

Invested and so sure of themselves

Makes me question my self-esteem.

Who am I?

Where is that woman, I used to be?

Ambiguity governing my very existence

Puts me so low in my own eyes.

I can't stand it.

I can't be a passenger.

The sun will set again.

Tonight.

For once I wish for a long night.