CONFUSED

Confused 

Confused though

As I write tonight

Not quite sure how

This will turn out to be

But I a pretty sure

What is to be will be

When I reflect on the time

I see the last few days

Are the happiest days ever

I hope you felt this to

Your warmth

Your smile

Your care

Your grace

All so heavenly

It touched not

Only my heart

But also my soul

It all made me

Believe in love again

It opened my heart

To love evermore

To be loved and to love

I have opened my heart

To accepting this

But now I wonder

Should it have been?

Should it be this way?

Considering the choice

I am faced with now

I am not sure of

What should I do?

Where should I go?

The lonely days

Which was no more

Now struck me again

Once more I am

Faced with the same faith

The same situation

I am alone again

Wondering through life

Facing the ups and downs

Ore down that ups to

What’s gods plan for me

Once lonely all alone

Then I had you

And I was lonely no more

Now you not there

And I am alone again

Is this God's plan for me?

Is this God's plan for us?