Another Stranger

Someone on my bed,

Something on my bed,

Is this just my fantasy,

Crawling,

Bouncing,

Disturbing,

What is this,

Is this normal,

To feel presence without absence,

To exist in the absence without presence,

Saliva that tastes different,

Liquids of frustration,

Beating yourself over comparisons,

Moving into the deep holes,

Resurrecting the older habits,

Is this some sort of magic,

Or just a weird sensation,

Once I want to know,

What is happening to me,

In my presence,

Who is that stranger,

That romance with me,

In every wet dream.