The Dark Past Of My Life RH, US

The Dark Past Of My Life RH, US

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To the once upon a chapter of my life


I don't know where it all went wrong or when we began drifting apart. I don't even know what happened to all those codes, those promises but I wish you were here. "They are inseparable", everyone used to say and now I don't even get a glimpse of you. All I see is the blurred flashback of moments that we spend together back then. I still remember our giggles on not so funny gossips. I still remember our long discussions on some random person passing by our side. And now, I've none by my side to laugh on my PJs, I've none to wipe my invisible tears. 


You were the one on whom I used to dote at the weird hour of the night and now you're nowhere to be seen. I still need your advice. I still need you to guide me when I plan to impress any girl, unfortunately, these are all just desires now.


"It takes two to make a quarrel", a proverb that somehow defines us. Yeah, I agree with this. Maybe, somewhere it was me who didn't make enough efforts to save our friendship or maybe somewhere I was the one who caused everything. Somewhere it was you who didn't try to clear the misunderstandings and didn't take an effort to understand the situation. Somewhere, we both were at fault. Yes, we didn't try hard enough to perceive things from each other's point of view. 

Well, let it be. Talking about those sweet and bitter past memories is of no use now.


I've learned a lot from you. You won't agree, but I still use your advice, I still remember our conversations whenever I'm aloof and try to gather lessons and try to learn something new from them.

The bitter thing I learned from you and your faded friendship is that no one is permanent in this mean world. No matter how hard you try to save a relation you always lack something and in the end, you are left with nothing except the blame game. 


From this, I even started believing in that proverb which I mentioned above. I do not hold any grudges for you, I still miss our friendship, our humour, I still miss us but that's how it goes, you didn't look back and I didn't try to stop you. Still, I wish that you achieve your dreams, get success and may you have friends in your life who never leave your side.


Once upon a time Facebook was meant to be fun for me because I tagged few people in my life and nowadays if I see the memories it hurts me a lot so can anyone help me to delete all kind of memories in Facebook because nowadays opening Facebook or any kind of social media is painful please do help me to delete it kindly.


And one more to say like don't ever tag anyone because the more you tag people, people will go away because it's annoying one so don't tag anyone else friendship gets lost and so better don't.

Thank you, Facebook for creating it but seriously we are not social nowadays no one even bothers to ask even how are you 

it's ok.

Soon Facebook will vanish but people how are they I don't even know that hardly people will ever catch me when I fall.


This days emoji is so painful isn't it

Yours,

(Now just a stranger with huge memories in life)


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