Shiddat: A True Love Story - 1

‌I can't remember the particular date, it was mostly the last week of 2018 October...... I was scrolling down Instagram and one follow request came, Debashri Banerjee. Actually I had a batchmate same to her name, and it was she. But I didn't recognize her at first as the picture seems to be quite different. However I send her a message and the reply came on 4th November, 2018. Thus our journey to infinity started. Then we both used to talk each and everyday.

We started to share our daily experiences and various facts with one another and suddenly......... not now, I am gonna tell it later. Then we started chating on Facebook too and one day I asked her to talk in WhatsApp. Though she didn't have her own personal WhatsApp account, she gave me the number. Suddenly one day I told her "I love you. Will, you be my gf ? " ....... "Sorry, but I love someone else, but we may be best friends", she replied. Then I agreed to her.

At that moment my old relationship was dwindling, so I decided to break that and you know I did that too. Then Debashri and I talked every day in a normal manner, each day was starting with good morning and ending up the good night. 5 months passed, one day she faced break up. For

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the first time, I called her. After some days, we two became addicted to calling and we also started to love each other, though both of us could not believe each other. Then the time of separation came. She went far away for her higher study. Then the real story began.

One day she accepted my proposal, for the first time I felt some unearthly but however eternal feelings at the left side of my chest. From the very beginning, I am introvert in nature, though she was absolutely opposite to me. I always lose my temper at any point that I don't like, but unfortunately, this character turns into a demon or better to say a villain of my own. One day I told her some words that hurt her too much and everything ends. Now, still we are best friends. History repeats itself. She told me " I love you " last on 5th November 2019. Everything ends.............ends........... and ends. 

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‌‌‌‌             I was just thinking all of those romantic ascents, the blue dim light covered my face. Meanwhile, my mom came to my room to call for dinner. "Okay, just a minute, I am going", I replied her, hiding my tears........... 

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