For Her It’s An Everyday Thing

The moment came again... she is quite acquainted with this feeling ... Veronica is so scared of this particular time; 

Every night when she turns off the light and the night becomes darker she feels like thousands of living ropes are getting outside from her bed to bind her up. She tries to pull herself up but it tightens more as she struggles to release herself from it. And then this side of her bed becomes a grave and those living ropes bind her even tighter! An invisible soundproof glass covers her grave when she screams for help. but her husband John who’s sleeping next to her cannot hear her. She feels claustrophobic as if someone is sitting on her chest and was choking her to death! She cries and nobody can hear! 

After a whole night of the fight, she becomes extremely tired and falls asleep and gives up. The next morning she wakes up and tries to explain to John what happened last night but he doesn’t pay attention. She has tried thousands of times. She doesn’t feel like doing it anymore.

Now it’s an everyday thing... Veronica has accepted this is how it’s going to be. She has to die a million times before she actually dies...