A Roller Coaster Ride

The moment I got there my heart was racing 24 seven. I could test the panic in my mouth, and I could hear the screaming of the kids and parents. I can smell the sweat and heat in the air. My hands were shaking of what I can see. There I was the person on top of the Roller Coaster Ride. Fear is in me! Part of my brain is saying no and the other is saying yes. I go.

Getting my seat belt on worried and shaking AND HERE I GO!! Screaming, panicking, frightening and overwhelmed. The panic through my veins comes to me I cannot take it although it was fun! I am going up down and in all different directions. I was for sure going to feel sick. I was screaming like everyone else was but I was the loudest. When it was over my legs were shaking my brain was shivering which I don’t know how but it was happening. I needed to go home and have a break and get my mind off the Roller Coaster Ride. I would never go back there again in my life..I THOUGHT!